The best effort and ability I can put in garnered me a 5.5. Martian Mummies is by far the most complex musical piece I have made, and with Auxy I can’t push it much further, I can’t sidechain, I can’t upload in anything besides mp3, I have to use an audio converter just to do that, and I can’t just add more. I don’t have the money for something like FL, and no I will not fucking pirate it, those of you saying that are absolute scum. I am so tired of putting everything in through my goddamn adhd and depression, just to be late, and even then, I wouldn’t have even made it to round 2. I get that this isn’t about how good I do, for me it is. I hate losing. I always have, because I hate ME. This is my only medium I feel like I truly can enjoy myself. And I feel like I can’t anymore. Hell, I couldn’t even bring myself to make anything for round 2 in the last competition. I can’t do this anymore. I have to cancel all my projects, I quit. I’m sorry.